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8月16日 Missing YouI miss you Daniel.
I want you to hug me. I want to hold your guns. I want to steal your breakfast. I want to shout at you for not doing anything in the order we wanted. I want you to tell me some big anecdote that doesn't impress me. I want you to fix my car when its poorly. I want you to tell me about the new album you have. I want you to be hungover even though i think its irresponsible. I want to think you make shoes even though i know that that is a cobbler not a carpenter. I want you to kiss me. I want to bitch at you for smoking. I want you to get in my way making yourself a drink. I want your laughter to fill up the room. I want you to threaten to hit me with dylan as if it's my fault your working slowly.
I wore my new trainers today so you could see them. And i realise i don't just fancy your dad i fancy your uncles too. Me and KT were hungover in true Daniel style but we just didn't do it with the charm you did it. No amount of Sambookas would make us forget that we miss you anyhow but don't worry we wont forget you. Last time i was at a funeral i was with you and i never thought i'd be going to yours. I know your still about, probably watching me shower or hoping KT and i will make another video.
I love you Daniel. I'm glad the last time we were together we were married. Even if KT did draw the rings on with a silver marker pen. It made me proud.
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p.s
I know only God can jugde you but i judge you pretty highly.
In the event of my demise when my heart can beat no more I hope I die for a princeple Or a belief that I have lived for I will die before my time Beacause I feel the shadow's depth So much I wanted to acomplish Before I reached my death I have to come to grips with the possibility And wiped the last tear from my eyes I loved all who were positive In the event of my demise In the event of my demise don't shed no tear I'll share my wizdom with the world, they'll know I was here Know I was clear, every thing I said I ment A outlaw, when I was born they prepared my ditch Said I won't live long, statistic showed I'm tryna past 24 realistic goal, listen all You gotta stay cold inside That's what I tell myself when I feel alone sometime But I can't cry, I don't tear no more I love god, from death I don't fear no more A part taken in this movment to better my people Though they see me on TV, I tell them we equal Don't look at me as a stranger, I'm one of your own We was rised in concrete and grew as a rose Still I rise, but never get a chance to fly Mama please don't cry In the event of my demise In the event of my demise can't breathe no more hope I die for a princeple something I lived for dying before my time feel the shadows of depth Trying to fulfill all my dreams before I reach my death came to grips with the possibility The world's killing me, and my soldiers die young with no sympathy I wipe the last tear from my eyes I loved all who stand strong In the event of my demise If I should die before I awake let my family be stairght of the money I make Give my son, what he needs, other than his father Is it self respect, better get his honor with the law come to swallow my soul, it's so big Cause the street took enough of my life, we all see It's a cycle make you feel psycho Everything struggles behind this man, see nobody love you Got a piece of the streets and it's gonna die with me may your, soul forgive me Makaveli's within me In principle we stand by stronger than power We gon' die by the rules you can never devour On the earth from my birth fell nothing but pain only thing I ever gave was the baby the name that's my heart, and if I should go I'll go on in sparks that's the event of my demise, and it lurks in the dark Now as I stand here, a man here Not a perfect one, but a searching one Seek in another, blazing time Sound crazy but I'm actually tryin to escape my mind Tryna rise in time but hoping that you didn't notice When i was at my low as So I knew they were watching, I couldn't stop it So many things I wanted to accomplish Too many dreams, wasted with no promise From out the darkness I struggle to see the light Rumble deep in the night Hustlin with all of my might Some won't see it that way But us is given praise But all of them will dream That I did it my way In the event of my demise I was born to a storm that won't lead up And I was rased to stay brave with my head up But thing ain't got better We still gettin wetter in this bad weather I need more than a sweater and a leather Yo, ain't nothin ment to last forever So the stuggling and the ?starving? ain't gon' last forever And my will, probably be like two lines long It will read I'm dead but my soul lives on And my spirit still living though my body is gone In the event of my demise I love all who stay strong I love all who stay strong In the event of my demise, com'on In the event of my demise when my heart can beat no more I hope I die for a princeple Or a belief that I have lived for I will die before my time Beacause I feel the shadow's depth So much I wanted to acomplish Before I reached my death I have to come to grips with the possibility And wiped the last tear from my eyes I loved all who were positive In the event of my demise 引用通告此日志的引用通告 URL 是： http://popadopalus.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!CF4A9BEAB97E44A2!356.trak 引用此项的网络日志
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